maryam

sarcastic, melancholic, all about music and coffee

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

no remedy for memory

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

but if i were good enough from the start i wouldn’t have been so desperate for being “special”

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

@yasminaashraff it just looks sooooo tempting in movies irl it is so not😭

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

movies are a scam by capitalism to romanticize smoking

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

perhaps the love of my life has killed himself?

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

yes
or pretending to be a different rockstar every two weeks

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

sometimes i don’t like that my dad is caring and supportive because my character was supposed to have severe daddy issues

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

i neverrrrr watch trailers or read any word regarding the movie or the show

[dhruv @dhruvisabih]

watching movies or tv shows without watching their trailers first has genuinely changed the experience of watching for me

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

another thing about not telling anyone about your problems is that you can’t celebrate with anyone when it’s over because then you’ll have to mention the problem

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

https://t.co/mC4p4qTJqM

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

the world would’ve been so beautiful if it weren’t for the fucking jews

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

the world cup was promised to me 3000 years ago

[🦔 @h666ris]

Argentina is basically this world cup's Israel

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

as quickly as humanly possible skipping each song i was listening to last summer because i don’t want to relive the most traumatic time of life

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

i don’t think i’ll be good enough for this yet i’ve a strange feeling that i was made for it
but if i end up failing miserably? wouldn’t it be better if it just stayed the beautiful thing i’m infatuated with since i cannot endure being a failure in something i’m deeply fond of?

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

i wish i wish i wish i could be a neurosurgeon but i wouldn’t even dare to consider it
i might have always had this deep fascination with how the brain functions physiologically or pathologically or psychologically yetttt i can’t help but only admire it from afar

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

https://t.co/uQs7mPwAXl

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

not bad though it’s so beautifully written

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

i have been reading east of eden for the past couple of days all confused how on earth could this be a classic?
until i realized the author’s name wasn’t john steinbeck

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

@mouiad_ thanks🌹
i can do division too

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

5 mins studying
5 hours scrolling
18h 55m mourning all the could’ves

[maryam @autistic_witch_]

@academicv1ctim 💔