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drugtwt, 420twt, shtwt (she/her) IFB, bmf. I like to sit in my dark room, and hit my geek bar pulse. if you share similar interests, follow

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@portalsliced Idk me personally I’ve never seen that type of smoking piece so I kinda thought it was a crack pipe… 😭

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@terrorful79301 @synthixxa @Calicobunny3333 I’m sorry ik I worded a lot of things wrong but I’m not saying your entire personality or hobby list is just anorexia. I know you like art, fashion, and Hannibal. What I am saying is that the way you use your social media platform keeps you trapped in the illness..

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@Calicobunny3333 @synthixxa @terrorful79301 Online platform. Turn ur comments off.

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@synthixxa @terrorful79301 @Calicobunny3333 I’m not saying ppl can’t have different speeds at recovery either!! Js wanna clarify that.. I’m rlly just saying there’s lots of other things she Could be doing to help herself, it just seems like she’s stuck in that persona and just her public image she already got going

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@synthixxa @terrorful79301 @Calicobunny3333 But she 101% could be doing a LOT more to speed the whole entire process up. I also have seen her a lot, n I was genuinely intrigued at first so I scrolled on her acc for some time n js rlly tried to understand her. From what ic it seems like anorexia is still her persona

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@ketaminehead Yes. Talk to a man in the sky. Real intelligent.

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@synthixxa @terrorful79301 @Calicobunny3333 With a whole bunch of different kinds of comments. Even if she’s not feeding into the comments, it’s almost inevitable that you don’t subconsciously keep the things ppl say in mind, especially when it’s an illness that severe. (2/2)

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@synthixxa @terrorful79301 @Calicobunny3333 Never stated that directly, no. But if a person truly wanted to get better (especially with anorexia nervosa), you wouldn’t be as chronically online as she is. I’ve seen this wayyyy too many times. Ppl claiming they’re in recovery but posting sm and getting flooded(1/2)

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@synthixxa @terrorful79301 @Calicobunny3333 Not saying she is doing it for show, but like when your posting it on multiple platforms for a whole bunch of ppl to see, it kinda just shows she’s not really trying to get better, or doesn’t really care to.

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@synthixxa @terrorful79301 @Calicobunny3333 And yes I am aware she’s into art and fashion, but there is a very big difference between forming your new identity around something other than your body image, and getting hobbies to mask one’s illness. Then there’s also another possibility of just doing it all for show.

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@terrorful79301 @Calicobunny3333 There’s taking photos of your “cute edgy fit” then there’s photos of you almost like… trying to incorporate the way ur body looks into the photo, if u understand what i mean..? Idk i just find it odd and genuinely embarrassing.

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@terrorful79301 @Calicobunny3333 Idk why ppl taking photos anyways. If you’re in a current ED that is at the point that it could and will take your life if u don’t recover, your top priority should be getting your health back on track. That’s not the same as saying you can’t like fashion and taking photos.

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RIP Oliver Tree

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I need moots who will be a chud w me and play video games all day 😕(maybe not like all day but like… pretty close)

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@spoiledbarbiexo @Stellitra Literally I fucking hate it… it’s fucking nasty i liter hate her with a passion what a fucking nasty pig of a bitch dude

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i hate being really depressed sometimes because i just break a fast then dont care because i hate myself then i realize it later and wanna cry wtf 😢😓