what do i do when i leave him and then i panic and i fall apart. but if i stay, i'm haunted by the ghost of a man that has never truly left me, his love haunting my days until i can't fucking breathe anymore.
but you bared through just fine. you've grown to understand the world more than you do yourself, grown restlessly selfless by the day, but you survive. you were right however, 19 years of living, you never can quite catch a break. but that's just you viera, that's who you are.
you were so so young, weren't you? how would you have reacted if i told you right now, that your biggest dream was to make just enough money si that your mother could follow you anywhere without having to let out a single cent?
you were so stuck up on making the world understand you, but what can i say, that was a child-like way of thinking, and that was what you were. yes, the world is still tough until now, but i think you've grown stronger. the amount of tears shed have multiplied-