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20 | dx: bulimia, PTSD, ADHD | hw: 67.7 kg - cw: 61.9kg

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Unpinning at 55 kg || 121 lbs
Bmi 20.2

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I spoke too soon, i physically and mentally feel like absolute shit today. But hey I’m below 62kg again so i dropped 3.8kg in the last 4 days and went from bmi 24.1 to bmi 22.7

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I’m not sleeping, drinking 2 monsters a day, mentally unwell and not taking any supplements or electrolytes, chatgpt told me that i could die from this fast if I keep going.. Cool i like that idea :)

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Day 3 of fasting was an absolute breeze, I’m just gonna do another day at least.
I can’t feel the hunger anymore and I’ve only gotten close to passing out once :)
The fear of losing control when i break my fast is keeping me going 😎

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Broke my fasting record of 60 hrs, currently 63hrs in. Starting to feel a little nauseous but nothing sounds appetising so I’ll probably keep going.

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Still fasting :p

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Update, didn’t eat all day and now I’m back here

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Back from vacation (finally that felt like ages) and gonna start to lose weight again. First pic is yesterday and the second is today. Obviously i gained some weight like i thought i would, but I’m curious how much of it is just water weight. The first few kgs always drop easy 😇

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Back from vacation (finally that felt like ages) and gonna start to lose weight again. First pic is yesterday and the second is today. Obviously i gained some weight like i thought i would, but I’m curious how much of it is just water weight. The first few kgs always drop easy 😇

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Day 8 of vacation in Greece, I’m eating normally now and kinda enjoying it, but i also can’t wait to get back home and get back on my weight loss shit. I miss feeling in control and having my weight to obsess over, somehow. I’m pretty scared to know how much weight I’ll gain

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Hate me for this all you want but i bet I’ll get back to my hw this summer. But by july 12 i will be back from vaxation and back on my weigh loss shit

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Hello darkness my old friend

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What the cringe is this

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@f4dingaw4y Drop the playlist

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@littlesstarby None

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@me0warex1c Me pls

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Man im jealous of ppl who can do over 15k steps in a day, my feet hurt so bad bc of hallux valgus, they hurt allll the time

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@NicoBistroHuddy This is why i love edtwt

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@6st9lb Fr and then they say ppl deep in their ed’s are mean.

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@SilencingNotes Fr that shit burnss

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@shedtwtdni_ Its a texture thing for me, i love the crunchiness and sound

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@Arlo_ednos Lasagna :)