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19 (06) ᯓ★ chronically ill ✮⋆˙ vent/drug posting ⋆˚࿔ weird queer freak ── .✦ not a recov acc ᝰ.ᐟ 17+ acc, 16- dnf ୨ৎ i int w shed/drugtwt .ᐟ prev @/strving4near

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

redoing my pinned/#promotwt post
19 (06) ✮⋆˙ he/she ☣︎ weed & psychedelic lover
▀▄▀▄▀▄ vent/drug posting ᵎ!ᵎ queer freak

under 17 dni ⚠︎ i block freely
i int w sh/ed twt
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#drugtwt #weedtwt #venttwt

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

living in a house where someone is trying to lose weight while im trying to recover is SO fucking triggering 🫠

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

it went well 🙏
was finally able to change my meds and also confirmed that i do have bpd and my last psychiatrist telling me it was “anxiety” was bullshit

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

psych appointment today praying it goes well

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

psych appointment today praying it goes well

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

i can tell that im still losing weight without intentionally trying to and its making me wanna fully relapse

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

getting high and going to the zoo today!!!!

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

he should be there fuck the drugs that took him from me

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

planning on proposing to my gf once i can get the money for the ring but it hurts so much knowing that my dad wont be there to watch us get married

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

planning on proposing to my gf once i can get the money for the ring but it hurts so much knowing that my dad wont be there to watch us get married

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

period started today fuck this week man

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

rest in peace sweet baby toilet paper (that was his name bcs he liked playing with toilet paper rolls as a little kitten)

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

let the other cats see him before we bury him and his sisters reaction was so fucking sad

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

time to play danganronpa and not think about anything

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

he was only 2 he was just a baby :((

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

found out one of my cats died on the way to the funeral so now im not going bcs im too distraught

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

this year cannot be real

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

why do things keep getting worse

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

found out one of my cats died on the way to the funeral so now im not going bcs im too distraught

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

what the fuck has this year been

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

supposed to be going to her funeral tmrw but i found out my mother will be there and idk if im mentally prepared to see her again (havent even talked to her in nearly a year and a half)

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

just lost another family member on the 2 month anniversary of my dad dying i fucking hate life

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

now grief is coming to fuck me over
i did NOT need this rn this is already a really bad time

[avery ⛧ @averyzh1gh]

i need to leave to calm down but i dont wanna leave her alone