camila

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[camila @avpdumb]

how is it called when you live a double life as a manmoder between your family and a honfident brickhon between the rest of the world? because i feel right there now

[camila @avpdumb]

@frauleinruby thank youuuuu 🫶🥹

[camila @avpdumb]

even though im not doing well and this year has been full of disasters, for the first time in really much time i feel like i want to keep on living

[𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓪𝓰𝓸 @gian_cjs]

nadie pasa de una relación a otra más rápido que una persona narcisista incapaz de poder amar y comprometerse con alguien

[anti boymoder boymoder club @boymoderology]

i hate feeling unlovable and undesirable

[anti boymoder boymoder club @boymoderology]

still gets gendered male by his parents award🏅cant wait until they see my post-ffs glow up

[camila @avpdumb]

@twig_kathy thank you kathy you have always been a supportive friend and i really appreciate that 🫂❤️‍🩹

[camila @avpdumb]

im going through the worst time of my life and im not doing it because im really scared to fail again and wake up hospitalized

[cafebeef @0xCAFEBEEF]

anti-depressants are actually evil, insane that when people feel bad because their life is shit, we force drugs on them that prevent them from feeling any emotion at all and also stop them from having orgasms

[camila @avpdumb]

i regret so much having started psychiatric meds it really messed up my body and don't matter how much i diet i cannot lose a single pound

[camila @avpdumb]

most of the time i find myself looking at a fixed point thinking in nothing at all

[camila @avpdumb]

i cant help thinking that everything i did in my life was a waste of time

[camila @avpdumb]

@TaliahJune im going through literally the same 😭🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

[Taliah @TaliahJune]

My girlfriend broke up with me, my parents are trying to edge me out of the family, I have no friends, no human connection anymore. I don’t really see a point in being alive anymore.

[Real /tttt/ Takes @Real_tttt_takes]

Don't believe the fatmaxxers now im just fat and trans

[camila @avpdumb]

i just spend every day trying to wonder why i wasn't enough

[camila @avpdumb]

my sleep quality is so bad these days i am often woke up by panic attacks and vivid nightmares

[camila @avpdumb]

@ReporteUTS thank you very much but im fine 🥹💕

[camila @avpdumb]

i asked a guy in the government to help me find some economic help or a job as a vulnerable tranny. i hope i can get some help im in the worst moment of my life and i am really losing all my hopes in life

[camila @avpdumb]

been seeing several therapists in different hours for every crisis i have. i ain't going to lie it was really of help since im not doing good and i have no one to talk with