@Stephx2007 Only been able to count on myself my entire life. I Wouldn't know what it's like to have that one person who is just there.. I'm the one who's always there for others.
The softness of myself is a constant choice. How easy it would be to be consumed by the darkness inside, but I want to be someone I never had. So it stays inside the cage of my bones watching me make the constant decision to be who I needed.