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[Awn @awn_203]

please reach out to your local mathematician. they are not doing okay today. thoughts and prayers during this difficult time.

[Scott Armstrong @scottnarmstrong]

OpenAI's paper solving the Navier-Stokes millenium problem

https://t.co/hAU1jj6LDe

[Awn @awn_203]

I have noticed my sleep really depends on how my life is going, if its great and i am looking forward to the day, even 4 hrs is enough if not even 8 is not enough.if in future we have the ability to make sleep optional and give people more time to live,some might not like it.

[Awn @awn_203]

maybe I'm reaching some kind of limit now. I don't know.
But when I look back at everything, I think I did a pretty good job.

[Awn @awn_203]

I don't think my mind works that badly, honestly.I was thinking about my life recently, and for as long as I can remember, my mind has been extremely hypersensitive. I remember incidents from kindergarten where I was already experiencing it.

[Awn @awn_203]

I think I've developed an unusually strong level of control over my mind and body.because whatever has been happening internally, it hasn't completely taken away my ability to function, learn, work, and keep moving forward.

[Awn @awn_203]

but despite all of that,I acted relatively normal. and academically, I've continued doing very well my grades in engineering have been excellent so far.not saying that to brag. honestly, I sometimes look at that and wonder how I managed to keep going at all.

[Awn @awn_203]

College somehow made it even more intense. at times, it genuinely feels like being trapped in a torture room 24/7 because of what my own mind and body are constantly putting me through.

[Awn @awn_203]

Then around 2018, when I was 15, life took a major turn, and everything got magnified.the hypersensitivity became worse. the feeling of dread became worse. the overthinking and physical pain became worse.

[Awn @awn_203]

A lot of the time, it genuinely felt like someone was applying physical force to my head. It could get incredibly intense. from the outside, nobody really noticed. I behaved like a normal kid, so there wasn't much reason for anyone to think something was seriously wrong.

[Awn @awn_203]

I still don't know exactly why. maybe ADHD, autism, or something else entirely.But the hypersensitivity, dread, overthinking, and sometimes even physical pain have been part of my life for a very long time.

[Awn @awn_203]

I cant believe people are seething against me for a simple generic post.weird to say the least.

[Awn @awn_203]

@thrialectics Sounds like a threat

[Awn @awn_203]

@AM_Pines some of these accounts actually do believe
What they are saying.

[Awn @awn_203]

a lot of the gender slop on this app would stop if men could simply accept that women are human beings just like they are. whatever women do, good or bad, they do because they're human, just like men,not because they're women. this debate is so tiresome and repetitive.

[Awn @awn_203]

I need help

[Awn @awn_203]

@spaceangelvoice i think they expect pussy communism after taking away women’s rights. in reality, they will get the most brutal form of pussy capitalism, the rich take it all, everyone else gets nothing.

[Awn @awn_203]

@spaceangelvoice it's also very stupid because, apart from being immoral, qol for the avg male in trad societies is worse than in liberal ones, not just financially. i can understand elites doing this for their own benefit, but the avg male supporting oppression of women is digging his own grave.

[Temu Joan Didion 🍉 @temujoandidion]

Me and the girl I just met in the club bathroom

[Awn @awn_203]

elon accusing anyone else of being an npc would never not be funny.