Axe

20 | mentally ill shitpost vent acc | he/him | Pomnis husband | Funnybunny is my universe | eng/spa #pervtwt #depressiontwt #tadctwt #suicidetwt

[Axe @axe4hh]

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★ Axe ★ he/him ★ 20 ★ 🔪🥃💭

★ 18 and over to be moots★

★ Autistic + Dyslexic ★

★ I let out any impulsive thoughts here and other random shit ★

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[Axe @axe4hh]

Ok I decided something. I don't care anymore if he can move on so easily from me then I'll do the same. I'll find someone who will truly love me.

[Axe @axe4hh]

Fuck this

[Axe @axe4hh]

It’s fine idc anymore

[Axe @axe4hh]

Things I did today:
Wake up and cry and fall asleep again.
Wake up again catch up on uni work cause I’ve been neglecting it for days due to panicking and crying on the bed.
Sleep again and escape my problems.
Go to smoke and lose my cigarettes.
Bath and cut myself.

[Axe @axe4hh]

Watch him leave for a cis man

[Axe @axe4hh]

I lost my mother fucking cigarettes kms

[Axe @axe4hh]

He said he’s not making me the villian but he keeps blaming me for everything and treating me like one???? I’ve had enough I need to go for a walk.

[Axe @axe4hh]

He doesn’t know what being inlove is if that’s how he has reacts

[Axe @axe4hh]

Now he’s saying I only care about “myself” when I’m literally the last person to care about myself. If he has always “loved” me then he would have never lost feelings in a snap and move on in a heartbeat. He never loved me he’s the one that has lied about that.

[Axe @axe4hh]

I can’t believe I was fooled for 2 years thinking someone actually loved me and would stick by me im pathetic

[Axe @axe4hh]

Now he’s acting like I’m the evil one that I’m the one that has left when he also has left millions of times

[vera || bye bye bunny @salexangeil]

mmmmmmm #baffy

[白硝 @mist_0057]

I need to smoke one…
#pomni #jax

[Axe @axe4hh]

If you lose feelings in just a snap. That means you never truly loved me. It takes months or years to get over someone romantically not just in a fucking week. That means you never were in love with me. That isn’t love you don’t know what love fucking is

[Axe @axe4hh]

“Please don’t die” you just don’t want to feel guilty that I end my life. You don’t give a rats ass about me you never did

[Axe @axe4hh]

If that’s how you see love then you really don’t know anything about being inlove with someone

[Axe @axe4hh]

When you love someone you love EVERYTHING about them even if they hurt you even if they don’t. Loving someone means loving them in their worst moments and best moments. When they are at their limit and breaking down. You loved a version of me. You never loved the real me.

[Axe @axe4hh]

If it’s that easy to turn the page then you never truly loved me. You lied about it made me belive I was actually special to someone for once in my life. That someone could actually love all of me not just my good side. You don’t love me you never did.