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Ayami | 🇯🇵+🇨🇦 | 19 | BPD+ASPD+AN

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Somehow I did this I jumped off a bridge that was 15.5 meters and ended up living but I was in the hospital for so long and I have lots of pain now

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I just can’t stop crying and really want to go home

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In America now

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I’m going to Tokyo soon

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I want to do a double suicide
#988twt

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It’s kind of sad how little blood it is
But I’ve managed to cut open my Keloid scars
It seems yellow inside?
I wish I could cut deeper, but I’m too weak.
#shtwt

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I’ve missed it

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I’ve missed it

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I’m in Canada now

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I saw this video on Instagram from usatanipaisen1215, what she is saying here is really true: There’s no “right or wrong” in gyaru style, it’s about lifting each other up
I think it’s true for any other Japanese fashion. There’s no “rules”, let’s all just be cute together

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@nekosemes Thank you very much

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I went to the city

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That’s actually pretty cute

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[斐海 @ayami___000]

I can hear your heart beating right now

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You can be Jirai and have mental illness, you can be Jirai and only like cute things, who cares, but don’t try to cosplay or copy girls who run away from home and have drug/alcohol problems

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I see some drama happening…
I’m a “Jirai Girl” since 2020, and it’s a little funny to see people who joined ~1 year ago who live in “Western” countries try to speak over actual Japanese people, and create rules no one cares for.

[斐海 @ayami___000]

I see some drama happening…
I’m a “Jirai Girl” since 2020, and it’s a little funny to see people who joined ~1 year ago who live in “Western” countries try to speak over actual Japanese people, and create rules no one cares for.

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I’m going to dye my hair again tomorrow, pink

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@vanrougenki @wish_mayu @MothNoises Sorry, but I’ve seen many do this.
You say “You never stepped foot here”, yet they are actually from Japan and sees it with her own eyes, while you guys are from “Western” countries who glamorize it
And you say they are being racist, while trying to talk over actual Japanese?

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I think I want to find a メス, I think I could cut easily with one

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I think I’m developing my own personality

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I haven’t been able to cut myself since I’m in vacation in Mexico, but once I go to my home in America I’m going to have some fun