Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!!

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[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

Im genuinely tired of waiting for the doc anymore bruh. It's been two weeks. I have my own responses, though I can't really say anything because well, nothing has been said has it???

Atp I think I'll just go to a new account and just abandon my identity here.

Goodluck everynya

[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

oh but i will be possibly abandoning this account. This is not to say I wont respond to the doc, I will! However its just getting tiring being ayden here. If you see my name and you're anyone who knew me ig dont int? Idk man

Glad no one told me about issues beforehand though!

[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

Im genuinely tired of waiting for the doc anymore bruh. It's been two weeks. I have my own responses, though I can't really say anything because well, nothing has been said has it???

Atp I think I'll just go to a new account and just abandon my identity here.

Goodluck everynya

[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

17. I am 5 months into being 18. Hello? WHAT SPECIAL CONNECTION DO WE HAVE HELLO??
oh yes they gave me ss of the "what is grooming"

apparently me having admins who are minors are grooming! Since i gave them rewards (orta coins every month, which i gave to everyone) yay!

[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

They stay silent because they apparently don't want to be associated with you! Fine, fair, but you apparently still spread to everyone jokes about how the server is apparently dead.

The person most talkative about it says they're no longer going to tweet anything until the doc-

[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

God i'm so frustrated and tired. So, so tired. I still remember everyone because yeah, i miss everyone as friends (have to specify, if not some would say im being romantic with minors!)

Someone legitimately said I shouldn't be friends with someone whos 2 months away from being-

[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

is out, but then you see them TALKING ABOUT A SHOW THEY LIKED DAYS AFTER THEY SAID THAT.

yeah im not policing you lowk you do whatever, yes, but i remember that when we made the doc about certain folks in the server it took less than a week.

[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

"You're being hysterical ayden"
Yes!
Imagine getting told by people you trusted that you're a groomer and a racist but nonono they can't tell you why! Because that's a breach of privacy, silly.

and then everyone except one person stays silent.

[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

And then you're associating with people we have banned because of reasons EVERYONE WANTED. Did I want to deny people because they read content that contains weird stuff? HELL NO? We cant police that

BUT I FOLLOWED EVERYONE BECAUSE THEY WANTED TO . I SAID YES.

[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

When I do say something its called me being defensive. What am i genuinely supposed to do? "I plead guilty your honor!" to what? TO SOMETHING I AM NOT ALLOWED TO KNOW SO THEY CAN PROTECT PEOPLE WHO SAID THE ALLEGATIONS..

HELLOOOOO??

[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

And then you continue to spread it (even if you RECENTLY stopped it) to people I know (old or new) and say to block me despite me not being able to say anything about my side. All they knew is that "Oh he did stuff" which was I REMIND YOU STILL ON THE OG POST "GROOMER AND RACISM"

[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

Lowkey js venting atp im ngl bro. Finals coming up, semester almost over, and I genuinely miss everyone. The last thing I was told was that "I fucked up" before everything went to shit. You couldn't tell me in dms? You had to raid the server?

[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

When every single decision could have been said to me WAYYY prior in dms, but instead everyone tells me "The server is dead because everyone has school/uni" and then switching up after the allegations spread to "The server is dead because you're too mean."

[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

But it feels like im just living everyday in anxiety. I wish I didn't feel this way, but everything i like i int with an orta post, ill get blocked the next second

[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

Ive long been somewhat distanced from orta, but the orta server genuinely made me feel more connected because I just felt like everyone was there for one reason. I wanted to fully disconnect myself out of the fansom because it feels like im not allowed to consume it anymore

[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

I cant read it because the only translator was my friend, the popular artists were people I somewhat knew/talked to, and even the qnime was something we made a watchparty for.

I genuinely feel sorry for what I've done, and I've just been waiting for an update on the doc-

[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

The person I supposedly groomed suddenly says "I dont think what he did was grooming."

But im getting dms still from people questioning if I am a groomer, or just outright harassing me.

You can take back what you say, but it doesnt erase the fact everyone heard it

[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

Tried to explain what happened, and instead got told that my "pretty Chinese ex" didnt want to be mentioned around me, and "they wondered why"

I never said that. I said I no longer associate with him because he had me on one of the worst experiences I ever had when I was 15.

[Ayden {⭐} moonpuppy fan!!! @aydennmeow]

Thank you everybody, genuinely. When I apologize, no one says anything. When I post something about what happened, I get a dm about them trying to explain what happened. Is that not you also being defensive?