zara ୨୧

19 | cw : 41.0kg | cbmi : 14.2

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

#edtwt intro / moot hunt

⤷ she/her, nineteen, australian
⤷ pro-recovery
⤷ trying to be more active, ifb

gw : 45kg | ugw : 40kg

♡ / ↻ to be mutuals !

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

wieiad - 07.08.26

• chobani fit passionfruit greek yogurt : 93c
• monster energy ultra peachy keen : 12c
• coke zero sugar : 1c
• chicken noodle soup : 160c
• coke zero sugar : 1c

total : 267c

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

wieiad - 06.08.26

• yopro mango yoghurt : 93c
• monster energy ultra fiesta : 14c
• coke zero sugar : 1c
• chicken noodle soup : 160c
• coke zero sugar : 1c

total : 269c

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

wieiad - 05.08.26

• chobani fit strawberry greek yogurt : 93c
• monster energy ultra peachy keen : 12c
• coke zero sugar : 1c
• chicken noodle soup : 160c
• coke zero sugar : 1c

total : 267c

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

never c/s bread omg.. i always forget that it lowkey gets stuck and i literally started choking because i panicked when i heard my mum walking towards the kitchen 💀

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

there’s no way i’m actually bmi 14.2 like the calculator has to be lying because i’m genuinely so fat i can’t even look at myself

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

like my mental and physical health has been so bad recently and i feel like this is probably the best thing for me to do. i just really don’t want to 💀

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

i’d originally planned to try and lose 3kg this month but tbh i think i might either change it to 0.5-1kg or just maintain my current bmi (14.2)

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

wieiad - 03.08.26

• chobani fit vanilla greek yogurt : 93c
• monster energy ultra peachy keen : 12c
• chicken noodle soup : 160c
• rice crackers : 95c
• coke zero sugar : 1c

total : 361c

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

was checking my oura ring trends and it’s actually insane to see how my bpm increases whenever i eat

like this is my bpm waking up vs my bpm while eating my first meal of the day

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

wieiad - 02.08.26

• chobani fit passionfruit greek yogurt : 93c
• monster energy ultra fiesta : 14c
• coke zero sugar : 1c
• chicken noodle soup : 160c
• coke zero sugar : 1c

total : 269c

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

wieiad - 01.08.26

• yopro mango yoghurt : 93c
• monster energy ultra peachy keen : 12c
• coke zero sugar : 1c
• chicken noodle soup : 160c
• coke zero sugar : 1c

total : 267c

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

not sure if it’s because i was lying completely still with a low heart rate for so long that it “tricked” it, but it’s still frustrating

either that or it’s due to it literally being my first time wearing it

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

wore my oura ring to sleep for the first time last night and it said i fell asleep at 3am when i know for a fact i was still awake until at least 3:40am

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

not sure if it’s because i was lying completely still with a low heart rate for so long that it “tricked” it, but it’s still frustrating

either that, or it’s due to it literally being my first time i was wearing it

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

it’s been like four days and lowkey it feels like it might be getting worse???

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

the centre of my chest has been hurting since yesterday morning but idk what's causing it

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

sometimes i fantasise about recovery but then immediately stop because it makes me feel like i’m just faking my eating disorder

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

wieiad - 31.07.26

• chobani fit strawberry greek yogurt : 93c
• monster energy ultra fiesta : 14c
• chicken noodle soup : 160c
• coke zero sugar : 1c

total : 268c

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

wieiad - 30.07.26

• chobani fit vanilla greek yogurt : 93c
• monster energy ultra peachy keen : 12c
• chicken noodle soup : 160c
• coke zero sugar : 1c

total : 266c

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

wieiad - 29.07.26

• chobani fit strawberry greek yogurt : 88c
• monster energy ultra fiesta : 14c
• coke zero sugar : 1c
• chicken noodle soup : 160c
• coke zero sugar : 1c

total : 264c

[zara ୨୧ @azaleacals]

at what point should i be worried about chest pain