⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️

Tweeting young adult struggle in 21st century

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

It does all come back to trust I put so if later I was really fooled, it's not really me who's fool or stupid but some people are really not good at honoring trust given to them, making it a 'their' problem. So I'm winning either way 😊

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

No really, this relationship might be such a great character development for me bcs I never did such a thing of lowering my ego I thought I shouldn't do in anticipation of being gaslit but I did, and I gratefully gained the clarity of the situation.

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

I could be really gaslit though but on this one, I think I lean more towards the fact that I took a great turn of avoiding mess and instead gaining the real answer I searched for by just trying to listen more than focusing on how to get my points across.

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

Can't wait to be so deep into my craft so I could just later be in a higher position telling people what is a yes and what is a no.

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

@cikanciki 👀👀👀

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

I have like been contemplating or subconsciously brainstorming the idea of getting into content creation industry. Idk where to start and how to envision it to be for the long run but I just think it might fit me.

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

Also, visual storyboarding is really not my thing. If I can drop it now, stop doing it, and leave all things behind, I would.

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

And this is all thought through because I just found that how I hate translating video scripts to visual storyboards. Very me.

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

The idea of not becoming who I really want to be and what I really want to add to the world is not the direction I'm going for.

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

I'm young and I still have a lot of time ahead of me: two very priceless resources in life. I will make things happen. I will.

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

The idea of not becoming who I really want to be and what I really want to add to the world is not the direction I'm going for.

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

And nothing about being too idealistic or not realistic is good, I agree, but good changes gradually happen when the pursuit of our visions is done in a way that it's continuous, reflective, and resilient.

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

New, better job is coming. If it's not coming, I'mma drag it closer myself. Ain't no way I'm letting myself valued lesser than I deserve to be.
Also, I don't wanna spend my time doing things I have 0 passion about.

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

F this storyboarding, I could really give 0 fuck.

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

'Grow a bigger heart', my mother advised.
This world is ugly, the people in it are ugly.
The love you put out there is an easy prey
for those who are confused and empty.
So if life should not be bitter because it stains, what would I better do on this hill
when it gets dark?

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

Adulting signs include being able to say 'I don't care that much to do more than just acknowledging it that it's there.'

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

Now I really understand why thesis presentation completione, besides the final one, are to be celebrated too bcs BITCH they require massive effort too.

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

Keep pushing. Just keep pushing.

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

Perasaan ngga enak tiba-tiba. Let me manifest the opposite.

[⚔️ Sanity Prioritizer ⚔️ @azizemonade2]

Was dreaming about having to immediately leave Jakarta, or whatever city I was in, with the rest of the people bcs the city was starting to be severely inhabitable. It really felt like a beginning of a sci-fi movie, or, global warming is simply never just a joke 👀