Im neverrrr mad at nobody for leaving me, tbh. Im really not. My love is INTENSE. Matter fact, its BEYOND intense. & ive learned to embrace that and be okay with it.
Who GOD has for me will understand me inside to out, flaws and all. The real gon ride, the rest will divide.
i've sat with myself for years. i analyzed everything i have done wrong, could have done better. and even still, i couldn't find a point in time where i deserved to be treated the way a lot of people treated me. but i still hold my head up and win in the end.
Nobody talks about the type of heartbreak where you don't cry anymore, you just stare at walls and feel nothing at all. It's not anger. It's not sadness.
It's the silence that comes when your nervous system has shut down from too much pain. It's emotional exhaustion disguised as calm.
I just found a beautiful scripture: Isaiah 41:10.
There will always be trials and tribulations in life, but God will carry you through every storm in your life. And give you strength to make it, even when you feel like you can't.❤️
Never stop asking the Holy Spirit for direction. The more you depend on Him, the clearer life becomes. He sees what you don’t, and He leads you into what you couldn’t reach on your own.
please stop sending anyone long paragraphs after they hurt you. they don’t care, and nothing you say will guilt trip them into caring. take your dignity and go.
You’re hurting because his behavior violated your sense of reality. You’re grieving the man you THOUGHT he was while coping with the man he actually CHOSE to be. That split creates emotional dizziness.
unhealed trauma makes you tolerate so much shit you don't deserve because you don't want to lose people. healing makes you realise; losing them is better than losing yourself. you finally understand that some people don't deserve access to you, no matter how much you love them.
I don’t want to be around anyone that’s addicted to drama and chaos cause I like solutions. It’s no point in complaining about something if you don’t want to fix it