9 tahun lepas i was alone dalam rumah sewa, buat video masak yang tak tahu ada orang tengok ke tak.
Tahun demi tahun kita mula kenal each other. Ada yang dari zaman belajar now dah kerja, ada yang bujang skrang dah kahwin, ada yang dah jadi mak ayah, dan ada juga yang dah pergi meninggalkan kita. Saya dah tak boleh create moments ni dengan arwah ayah, tapi bila tengok korang happy masak dengan family, that means the world to me. Dari Malaysia ke seluruh dunia, terima kasih guys for everything
Since i ada bodycare routine ni, i dont have dry skin anymore. Kulit i sentiasa lembap and glowing.
Wrinkles kat tangan pun makin faded and i smell so good rasa nak makan! Tidur malam pun jadi nyenyak sebab its soothing.🥰
So here is my routine. (Vanilla edition)
"you handled it so well."
no, i didn't. i went insane, lost my spark, bled in silence, shattered in private, and wore a smile that lied better than any mask could.
my mom dropped a gem: “you can't spend your life avoiding heartbreak or bad things from happening. you have to condition yourself to have appropriate emotional responses but learn to keep moving forward” whewww
No one tells you what happens when sadness lasts too long. It stops feeling like an emotion and starts affecting your whole body. You move slower. You feel tired all the time. Nothing tastes right. Sleep doesn’t help. You wake up just as drained as before.
Sorry if I don’t reach out anymore. I’m fighting for my life, second guessing my career path, debating my life choices, scrolling through social media, and sleeping whenever I get free time just to escape reality.
having someone to talk to after a long day, check up on, tell if you home safe, notify them about your movements. share whatever you going through, long calls, breakfast dates, lunch dates, dinner dates, all kinda dates.
i don't think we’re meant to be alone.
This girl on TikTok said, ‘You never actually realize how much trauma affects your behavior until you find someone who genuinely cares about you.’ Felt that.
You guys kena cari life partner and kawan kawan yang bagus, yg tak trigger your nervous system you sbb benda tu yg boleh buat you nmpk tak cantik and senang sakit 🙂↔️
Please date sweet men. Please date men who respect you in anger. Please date men who are soft spoken. Please date men who are patient with you. Please date men who respect their own bodies. Please date men that are kind to your soul. Please date men who have self-control