A hard pill to swallow is some people really donโt give a fuck about losing you, and no your absence wonโt make them feel anything or appreciate you.
iโm having the most peaceful crashout of my life rn.. like iโm going insane, but also just chilling and vibing. iโm stressed about a bunch of stuff, but at the same time iโm not. i don't know how to explain it..
cutting people off feels different now. itโs not anger, itโs grief. like dangโฆ I really wanted you here, but your actions showed me Iโm not safe with you.
i saw a girl on tiktok who said "accountability is so important to me. nobody's perfect, but don't try to flip the script and make my reaction the issue when your actions lit the match" i felt this to the core.