what level of autism is when you genuinely CANNOT watch your special interest without having to pause it every few minutes because the feeling it gives to you are awfully strong and you gotta give it a bit of time before keep watching it
i love looking at fan content from when a piece of media that im just now getting into came out. like i remember humor being like this i cant believe people were doing the things i associate with these other games/shows/books with fire emblem