@forgotten9th I hate this. Hate how much I'm doubting myself again.
I know he wouldn't have wanted me to have to deal with this again. Heard it in every whispered apology.
I just don't know whether he wanted to be alive more than he wanted me to be happy.
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𝓨ou look like a painting – everything about you is colorful and vibrant. You are, without a doubt, the most beautiful thing my eyes have ever seen.
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@forgotten9th I don't know what in hell he would want, he never tells me anything. Certainly didn't tell me shit before asking a magical time wizard to cure him!