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“hiding from harsh reality and keeping myself sane despite living in a f*cked up world”

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trying to affiliate on tiktok lol buy na kayo guys 😂 https://t.co/lToM8W3Zf5

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@lifepoz2016 but why disclose his status though? di naman required yan ah? but either way the institution is very wrong for that. sad ☹️

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when in 🇻🇳⛰️

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@Ronchorister yes, lahat ng bigat sa dibdib nawala, and i had the courage to continue in life. all i want is a support system, ang hirap pag talaga may tinatago ka, it was just a same situation before nung nag out ako sa fam ko as being gay, but this HIV is much worse.

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@kutienne you can go to your hub for assistance po, yun lang din ginawa ko. alam nila mga requirements comply mo lang and go to your nearest sss branch.

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Hello bloodbros! anyone here na nagclaim ng disability benefit sa sss? any idea ano po ibig sabihin nito? ty po sa makasasagot 😌

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i just watched his mom’s interview and i cant bear the pain of a grieving mother. grabe ansakit 😭💔 rest in peace 🕊️

[RedRiderCavite X TG and Tiktok @RedRiderCavite]

From team building to burol

Nangangarap lang mabago Ang buhay pero mawawala dahil sa matinding training

Kaya Hindi rin basta basta maging athlete eh

Nakakalungkot Sobra

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yes ARV can help suppress HIV but if he is already at AIDS stage with multiple symptoms untreated, it’ll really lead to death.

[Misty Kate @aura_kate69]

Berhubung banyak yg nanya kenapa kerabatku itu cuma jarak 5 tahun meninggal karena HIV dan udah minum ARV, aku jelasin di sini ya

Jadi semuanya baru terbongkar dari pengakuan dia setelah collapse dan udah naik jadi AIDS.
Dia bilang udah suka sesama jenis sejak remaja. Tapi takut utk come out. Orangtuanya strict parent. Dia pun tumbuh jadi anak yg penurut, ga pernah nongki2. Waktunya kerja ya kerja, pulang ya langsung ke rumah. Begitu yg ortunya tau. Sering dibangga2in lah daripada anak yg lain di keluarga.
Bahkan karena ga pernah punya temen cewek, ortunya malah anggap dia anak soleh yg ga mau pacaran. Tapi sejak 2017 dia bilang udah mulai berhub sejenis secara diam2 (ini pengakuannya). Pas gw tanya "kamu sadar ga itu bahaya? Pake pengaman ga?" Dia jwb "awalnya pake, tapi sejak dimarahin ortunya gegara ketauan ada kondom di tasnya, jadi takut bawa kondom lagi" (ini gw langsung murka ke emaknya)
Tahun 2021 kena herpes, emaknya masih denial (atau mungkin anaknya yg ga jujur), nganggep itu herpes bukan yg penyakit kelamin.
Tiba2 awal 2023 dia ambruk ga bisa jalan kek orang lumpuh dan badan mulai kurus. Keluarganya masih nutupin penyakit anaknya, cuma bilang tokso. Gw ga kurang akal, gw google lah apa penyebab tokso. Ternyata yg paling mendekati kondisi dia adalah HIV. Barulah gw interogasi anaknya, dan dia cerita semuanya. Dia diam2 udh berobat dan minum ARV sejak kena herpes. But again, ga jujur sama ortunya karena takut.
Gw tanya ortunya kenapa ga jujur, jawabnya malu kl tetangga dan sodara tau anaknya sakit begitu, takut dijauhin. Damn, meledak gw!
Semuanya udah terlambat. Mid 2023, dia berpulang.

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@lifepoz2016 @protonxch4 ano pong nilagay nyo sa diagnosis? hiv positive?

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hahahah legit

[The Ogunboy 🌚 @AlafinOfOgun]

And what was supposed to be a safe haven for the gay has caused more harm than good.

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@yabyab2024 are you okay?

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@NorthFourtht84 same haha parang di na nga bumaba sakin, may gamot na binigay sayo?

[Pharm. Greatman @OGreat6]

THE NEW HIV MEDICINE

Many people are hearing about a new HIV drug called lenacapavir. Some headlines call it a “game-changer,” while others are unsure what it really means.

This thread is what the public should understand about this medicine and why everyone is excited about it.

Continue in my comments below 👇🏾

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back from a long hiatus, life goes on, it is what it is, deal with it. trying to make this space my safe space again. musta ang all??? 🥰
#NewProfilePic

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this was taken last year of sept and now lang na give ang result. im happy and i just want to celebrate small wins with you fellow sibs kasi walang akong masharean nito hehe sana next VL ko “no detected” na talaga.

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@Ciel_phantomss lol parang same sa prev job ko tinanong ko ung staff clinic bkit may papsmear it turned out namali lang sila cause included daw ksi ung papsmear sa package ng APE sabi disregard nlng daw haha obviously for female employees lang yan.

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im trying to be strong, feel okay but deep inside im tired and struggling. i realize and accept this fact that it will all stop if you’re gone forever.

[Torey Canino-Celis @tj_canino]

SUMESENYAS PA SIYA KANINA NA TAASAN PA DAW HAHAHAHAH ANGEL JUSKO KA 😭😭😭

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Mabuti naman medyo nawala belly fats ko grabe din kasi sa duty apakatoxic bumaba din timbang ko walang maayos na kain huhu grabe pala adjustment from one year na unemployed building my weight na lumaki, hirap na emaintian while working in healthcare. bsta wag lang magkasakit 😌