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im so physically ill i dont know what to say but since she blocked me it dosen't matter anymore. my admin and @/lalisacxms admin was together ooc and ic but as of now we are no longer together at all not even in communication... i seriously can't handle this she blocked me

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idk how likely of a possibility you're reading my tweets cause she blocked me for you here but a small part of me wants you to be here reading them.. maybe not the ones where i was angry but im hoping you are.. cause i wish i could talk to you about rosé's ner new song

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but i do miss having conversations with you or telling you whenever i hurt myself in a dumb way

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idk why i have the urge to text you and tell you i hurt my ankle again but i still remember what you told me last time dont wrap it or was it not to wrap it tightly idk i haven't wrapped it tho.. ig i still miss you even tho i dont want to miss you

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i wasn't gonna keep the distance forever.. i was never enough was i? i wonder even if i came to you sooner, if i closed our distance ealier whenever i had to go home you would still fall for another woman right? cause i wasn't enough even tho you loved me i just wasn't enough.

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you say you loved me, you treasured me, you say that wasn't a lie but you still fell for another woman.. so obviously i wasn't enough. why couldn't you just had waited for me, i was coming for you i mean it took me awhile to save up for it but i was coming.

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sending me pics of "your strap" when it was yours and hers that you apparently broke while fucking her, yea she just had to tell me that detail... i was just someone for you to get off you never really saw a future with me.. it was all a lie

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just hurts like a bitch to realize all these years everything was a fucking lie, like i wasted my 20's on you. i made you my life, i planned my future with you just for you to go flirt and fuck another woman and then continue to lie and use me and your fantasies to fuck her.

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seeing you online makes me sad but also want to go off on you cause i feel there's so much i didnt get to say, i feel like you don't really feel bad for what you did to me. maybe you only feel bad for her from what she told me but i dont think those feelings was for me at all.

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i love you like i thought i did, i thought I'd be heartbroken for months but i feel fine, im okay without you being in my life lying to me daily.

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i fucking hate you. i dont understand how you went from telling me you loved me and wanted to be with me forever to flirting and fucking a girl at your work while still dating me btw idc what you told her or you made yourself believe, we were still together. everyone knew about

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you in my life but no one knew of me in yours, so if you could do all that then you never loved me like you said especially keeping it a secret for a long time and continued to lie to me. im slowly letting you go, i no longer feel sad or even think of you daily, i dont even think

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i hate being fine and you not crossing my mind for over a month or just weeks then randomly I'll just think of you and everything you did to me makes me hurt and mad all over again

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// ha, look my heart shattered, im numb, i cried for a couple days and now thinking about her i feel no pain, ig im still numb and a whole dulu clown that still loves her

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17. 10! my heart will shatter, I'll go numb but in pain at the same time, cry in till i cant cry anymore all because i love her so much id never want to lose her.
18. i had to let my friend text my crush whatever she wanted and she ended up sending a dildo

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so im for real this time probably never coming back to this acc it holds too much memories with her in it and i don't know if I'll ever restart but yea im done.

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im so physically ill i dont know what to say but since she blocked me it dosen't matter anymore. my admin and @/lalisacxms admin was together ooc and ic but as of now we are no longer together at all not even in communication... i seriously can't handle this she blocked me

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why everything so messy... i hate how physically ill i feel right now... i feel i shoild disappear and not bother anyone anymor..

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i wanna get drunk so bad i don't wanna be here rn i dont wanna think

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@r_etroactive // family issues bestie

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@r_etroactive bestie triggering my breeding kink at 1am 🫠

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@VALHXLLAS literally me