being the eldest daughter is just *inability to show feelings* *putting everyoneโs needs first* *third parent* *cleaning* *tries to please everyone* *repressed childhood trauma*
the rage you suddenly feel on a random night after not feeling anything for awhile. "i didn't deserve to be treated like that" repeatedly playing in your mind, urging you to hate many things. yet you still have some love to give, even after it happened, even when you are angry.
โI kept trying to quit that damned job. Joe [Wright, the director] wouldnโt let me! โJoe, goddammit, Iโm not right for this, why the fuck did you hire me for this?โ Itโs one of my favorite things out of all of the movies Iโve done.โ
โ Donald Sutherland on his role as Mr. Bennet.
โIf your feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. My affections and wishes are unchanged, but one word from you will silence me on this subject forever.โ