I fucking hate being chronically ill and everything it has taken from me. No one truly understands how miserable it is to want something so bad but being stuck in a body that makes you unable to have it. Fuck autoimmunity. Fuck how lonely it is. Iβm so tired of living like this.
@MRPERFECTLYFlNE Hopefully you actually get your money!! @Ticketmaster still owes me money from selling my tickets to them and when I call customer support, I just get told its still processing and keep getting different dates I should receive it :-)
But instead basically everyone has stopped talking to me or never asks how I am and at first I didnβt really care but fuck itβs been almost 2 years of this and itβs only getting worse as time goes on and itβs lonely.
I donβt even care if Iβm negative and grumpy 24/7, if anyone understood how absolutely terrible I feel everyday and how whatever is wrong with me is destroying my body AND my mind then I think Iβd be given a lot more grace and understanding.