I don’t think of God as a “dude with a white beard up in Heaven taking prayers like phone calls”. God is everything. Constantly flowing through all life, and matter. It takes me thinking of it as less black, and white, and more grey. It’s not simple. Nothing ever is.
I have been an agnostic for many years. Not knowing if God is real, or not, and just accepting that fact. One day I was down, so I decided to pray. I said something along the lines of “If you’re there, give me a sign. I know you work in mysterious ways just give me something”.
That very day, my all time favorite artist announced that he’s coming out with a gospel album called “Jesus Is King”. I genuinely don’t think it was a coincidence. I believe that God is using Kanye’s platform as a way to help individuals such as myself.