mari cristin gee

loves a good laugh, loves coffee

[mari cristin gee @babols]

Out of all the things to wish for, i need someone to hug. No words. Just hug me.

[mari cristin gee @babols]

I'm shy to whine to my carers, thy might think i'm weak.

[mari cristin gee @babols]

Helloooo two weeks and tired of the pigtail drain inserted in my body.
#fightingcancer

[mari cristin gee @babols]

You can't really act or talk without getting villified in one way shape or form.
Surrendered it all. That's all I live by.
When I'm gone, it will be their greatest sigh of relief.
Still, cancer f***ing sucks.

[mari cristin gee @babols]

Let me just get this out here and out of my insides...
The tiredness is never ending.
Emotional, physical, mental. The guilt and shame goes hand in hand too.
Trying to keep afloat is harder everyday, but you gotta keep it up for them.

[mari cristin gee @babols]

There are good days, there are discombobulated days... each day is new.

[mari cristin gee @babols]

Tucked away in my crochet corner, i concentrated on the pen holders, making 'em one after another, giving me a silent reprieve to the insurmountable thoughts.

[mari cristin gee @babols]

Silent sobs are all i can afford.

[mari cristin gee @babols]

Cannot stay positive forever and look at the bright side always... one day at a muddepackin time is tiring too.

[mari cristin gee @babols]

Grrrrr f*** cancer. One mudderpuppin hindrance. I will never heal. Need to and have to learn how to live with it. How?

[mari cristin gee @babols]

When you want to be a sobbing mess, but you can't because you don't want to be a bother.

[mari cristin gee @babols]

Do you miss what you were before and resent what you would have or should have been?

[mari cristin gee @babols]

Sometimes you absolutely want to scream and shout but you don't because exhaustion is bad for you.

[mari cristin gee @babols]

Ever had a moment in your life that warrants a rant but you just can't because self- preservation stops you?

[mari cristin gee @babols]

@AnnEastHigh Hahahhahahahaha
It's all we can do. Laugh unbelievably. Shake our heads in exhaustion. Buntong hininga forevah!

[mari cristin gee @babols]

Technically registration starts 12 mn 27 december yeah? Sooo what's up with the sim registration sites?

[mari cristin gee @babols]

@AnnEastHigh Aral is for the weak! Sugod sugod na lang bahala na madapa and malublob sa putikan!

[mari cristin gee @babols]

@AnnEastHigh What else is bagooooo

[mari cristin gee @babols]

@AnnEastHigh Wahahahahaa so nakakasawa... pipe dream yung seamless transaction.

[mari cristin gee @babols]

@AnnEastHigh And as per usual, patience is the key. Resilience is gasgas na.