one month without you, and somehow, it still feels just as heavy. i still catch myself looking for pieces of you in other people, wondering if someone could ever feel like home the way you did.
so please, take good care of yourself. I hope you cherish every happiness that finds you, because maybe your heart finally feels lighter after leaving me behind. If losing me gave you peace, then I hope that peace stays with you. ☺️
It’s been two weeks without you. Somehow, everything feels heavier now. But I’m learning to carry it all on my own, hoping one day I’ll be proud of how far I made it without you. 🤍
dulu gue selalu ngerasa harus jelasin semuanya. harus ngasih tau apa yang gue rasain, kenapa gue kecewa, dan gimana gue pengen diperlakuin. tapi lama-lama gue sadar, gak semua orang emang mau denger, apalagi berusaha ngerti. jadi sekarang gue lebih milih tenang. gak lagi ngetik paragraf panjang cuma buat bikin orang paham. karena kalau dia emang peduli, dia bakal berusaha ngerti. dan kalau enggak, sejelas apa pun penjelasan gue tetap gak akan cukup. akhirnya gue belajar, yang paling bisa jaga hati gue ya diri gue sendiri.