melody 🍂

twenty-two • afflictions include but are not limited to: compulsive walking, being a kpop stan, and anorexia nervosa

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

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︎ ☾ twenty-two, she/he, lesbian
✧ not new to edtwt (est. 2021)
☾ pro recovery + basic dni + no fatphobia + no minors pls ♡
✧ more in the “view more” on my page!

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[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

if she does “wasting away” is a bit of an overexaggeration i’ve lost like 20lbs and i’m barely undersmweibjt

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

i still don’t think she knows abt this acc but she already knew i relapsed. in case she does know the account hayyyy ren

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

sorry i’ll be back on n the next couple days. been having a rough go of it. also i’m still tipsy rn

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

just got drunk abd told my best friend/roommate that i relapsed w my ED

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

i still don’t think she knows abt this acc but she already knew i relapsed. in case she does know the account hayyyy ren

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

sorry i’ve been kinda ia my body is trying to kill me so i’ve just been in bed blocking everything out

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

@bearberrybunny YES EXACTLY. this is exactly how i feel i feel like i’ve done something truly truly awful and evil

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

not necessarily uglier but like … dirty? and guilty/ashamed? but that’s possibly an ocd thing

[‧₊˚. 𓋹 bau // LOCKED IN?!?! @bauzdecay]

does anyone else feel uglier when theyre full ?!?!

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

@pr444yer OMG is it really i haven’t had it yet but i’ve wanted to try it so bad…

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

@hea1erpuppy

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

no idgaf how gross it is . it doesn’t even have to be edible i will not hesitate for a second i’m serious

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

“would you eat ___ to get to your ugw” YES. i don’t care what it is you don’t even have to show me i will eat it give it to me rn

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

@meowsd1et they’d jump me if i rted but you’re right

[Ly ‧₊˚♪ @Lylylimia]

You can have an eating disorder at any weight so you can recover at any weight. You don’t have to be on deaths doorstep for your recovery to be valid or not. There is no sick enough and there never will be

[krimbo @fuckasparagus]

it starts raining and all of a sudden everyone forgets how to drive. fuck israel

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

https://t.co/oeqR0TyYEy

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

today’s walk

i haven’t had one of my walks in a couple weeks because i’m having a bad fibro flare up. things seem to be easing up but just in case i kept today’s a little bit shorter

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

thread of my daily walks ! 🪡

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

i usually match my speed to the bpm of the song and holy shit . do or die had me SWEATINGGG

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

today’s walk ft. this cute bumper sticker i saw

bit of a shorter one today bc i’m super low on energy for some reason :(

[melody 🍂 @back2thecity]

today’s walk

i haven’t had one of my walks in a couple weeks because i’m having a bad fibro flare up. things seem to be easing up but just in case i kept today’s a little bit shorter

[ella @jenaiseulia]

she is reading sylvia plath and you recommend acotar…? bro read the room 😭😭

[drew 🫧 @sk1nandb0ne_]

having no fucking money makes trying to starve yourself a lot easier