I wanted to make a dance record that combined two of my greatest dance. music inspirations: the KLF and “Planet Rock.” and so I fuckin did it and I’m so gagged over it and honestly, once again, none of you can ever tell me shit again cuz we are so BACKK et cetera🥶🪐🌐🪩👽
told someone earlier to send me a beat and I’d write us a hit. and it’s crazy cuz I know I will. I know I have access to that mf hit inside of me right now. I don’t need to know what the beat sounds like or what I’ll write about. songwriting is pure conduction. a hit shall emerge
@bakucorral I like the one that is called the only difference between martyrdom and suicide is press coverage but I need it to be the tommie sunshine club mix for it to do something for me
@aubergineinred I wish I was a normal broken gay man, then this would be true! but I’m broken in a very poolhouse way. I need to FEEL whole before I can SHOW hole
ok I am struggling today with how entitled and ungrateful I am😭 sorry but I need to work through this before I can do any thirst-trapping. I am spiritually chopped at the moment 
@OsoBlanc0 WOW wtf?! based on the timeline and what I know was going on with bio defense in US and UK, there is a very very good chance this was a covert weapons test or related accident. in 1950, the army loaded bioblasted everyone in SF — but that was perfectly safe, of course 🤨
ok I pulled myself together lol. I guess I’m kind of a romantic — I’m always so stunned whenever the world seems cruel or unfair! and yet I know it’s not all magic and butterflies every step of the way. the coldness and even the alienation are essential components too. fortunately, I am blessed to see opportunity everywhere. even in setbacks, in moments of alienation, of heartbreak— there is a chance to learn, to grow, to transcend. it is a beautiful life, even when at its ugliest!