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about to go in’s no.1 fan • if i’m not watching a musical, i’m reading • cr; the priory of the orange tree

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i need sam tutty orpheus so bad, but i fear if the us get him over the uk, like they got jack wolfe, i’m gonna crash out so hard actually

i’m too broke to afford to go to new york again, my barista wages or my soul cannot afford this possibility

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i wish i was one of those people that just never get headaches

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i have to go into work tomorrow knowing that no one there is gonna be thinking about orpheus and eurydice like i’ll be thinking about orpheus and eurydice

i fear i just need everyone i’ll ever know to have seen hadestown and/or have some knowledge about greek mythology

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i wanna play loftia so bad, i cannot wait until i can buy this game and play it

atm i am vicariously living through everyone who has access to the closed beta

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my job is so useless i fear because what do you mean i’m getting messages at half 9 on a tuesday asking to confirm if i covered a manager like some time three weeks ago so they can pay me correctly ?! they ask me to cover like every other day, i dunno what days i’ve done or not

[bee *ੈ✩‧₊˚ @backwithbee]

just another day thinking about scorpheus

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i keep forgetting april’s fools is a thing, reading things that i’m like omg, click to read the comments and someone reminds me straight away that i’m an idiot

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everytime i watch a legally blonde bow and hear one of amber’s little ad libs or cheers, like “let’s go!” or “woo!”, my day gets that slight bit better

[bee *ੈ✩‧₊˚ @backwithbee]

i’m so tired of this now, need my opticians to ring me telling me i can come collect the new pair asap

[bee *ੈ✩‧₊˚ @backwithbee]

day three of not having my glasses because they broke beyond repair, and i’m stuck wearing old prescription sunglasses, had to pay nearly £200 for the test and new pairs, and i’m having to miss all my work shifts because they don’t want me serving customers in sunglasses…

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of course my work has me scheduled for every thursday and saturday in april, is it too much to ask for a girlie to get time to see a matinee of hadestown ?!

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if the west end pro shot of hadestown releases in the us before the uk i might actually cry because what do you mean the country it was filmed in gets to watch after the us?

[bee *ੈ✩‧₊˚ @backwithbee]

i can’t even try ranking niall albums, because i fear i will always feel so awful about whatever’s in last place because they’re all no skip albums to me

[bee *ੈ✩‧₊˚ @backwithbee]

what's the chances that niall releases another o2 date, 'cause if it's possible for me to not go on the 2nd (which is my mama's birthday and i'd love to spend it with her), i really would like that

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just saw amber's bows for legally blonde from last night, and she's so happy!🥹genuinely not a single person can convince me that she doesn't belong up there, because that's her home, she's so excited <33

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it’ll also be my first concert i’d be going to by myself which, as a socially anxious girlie, is terrifying

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i mean the date i could go to is my mum’s birthday (which makes me hesitant to go), tickets go on sale just as i start my barista waitress job that day so i gotta figure out how i’m getting in the queue whilst also working, but i’m still determined to try at the very least

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this might be the first tour of niall's solo career i won't be able to attend, devastating ;-;

[bee *ੈ✩‧₊˚ @backwithbee]

this might be the first tour of niall's solo career i won't be able to attend, devastating ;-;

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i fear i need george crawford’s version of chip on my shoulder engraved into my very soul

it’s so good!

[bee *ੈ✩‧₊˚ @backwithbee]

i need to stop opening tiktok because i’m either getting legally blonde tour videos or med students seeing that they’ve matched and i can’t stop crying