question for #shtwt,before this cut started bleeding, it looked like the shitty drawing i did, why was it pink with little white spots? if it was styro it would be just white, if it was baby beans it would be white and yellow? im confused... (one swipe btw)
@zerocalvamp trust they are SO goated, it helps me especially when i have sinuses and i crave a ciggy, but you do need to crack the bud inside the filter first! (just press hard enough on the filter)
i feel like its my fault. everytime someone sees my scars they want to start to. it happened with my sister and my gf. who both have never been exposed to sh EVER before. :(
ive never had such a strong urge to kms before. i haven't thought of suicide in months now, but all of a sudden i feel like its my only way out. idk if i should ask for help or live with myself until i gain the courage to do it.
i feel so hurt. i feel like my mom doesn't accept me for the way i am, she told me "you went from heaven to hell" and keeps making remarks like "is my girl gone?" just because i dress Differently. istg im so done