@LexiMexi1pk@muttbutters@thespooky_pov Of course not, I logically know this, but its never quite that easy. I guess the end of it for me is that you never know if it will get better, it may never get better, but it may become great, and giving up cheats yourself out of that chance, nd other people out of you
Suicide is selfish because its not a death by causes no one can control, and it leaves a scar that nothing can heal, you fear it happening again. Nothing can solve that pain. When I got there.. i couldnt imagine my sister living with that image for the rest of her life, scared
the ‘suicide is selfish’ squad are the ones who ironically,are selfish. you guys demand that people struggling should continue pouring into others even when they have nothing left. you want them to stay, not because they’ve gotten better, but so others wont grieve. death is death
@muttbutters@thespooky_pov Nah, the death of a loved one is different than suicide. Every day I ask if I should have just stayed up that night. My ability to attach with human beings has been destroyed by this. Im terrified all the time. Its selfish, because people will never forgive themselves for failing
@nafsiyatimariz Nah man. Having lost someone that way, id rather spend the rest of my life listening to problems then let them fester in someone I care about.. no pain worse tbh
I dont know how to stay friends with people who dont bully me x3 I suck at staying friends with other littles. Probably something fucked up in my brain where I dont know how to stay connected with people unless they have some sexual desire towards me. Sounds healthy, I know...
I loce having no following cus I can just say shit like "I will go to a party tonight with a very thick diaper under my clothes and try to hookup with someone" and no one will care
@PupZuko01@willdryson No fs, but at some point doesnt it just kinda push past the leak guards and any sort of force onto the wet area pushes the liquid out of the sides? Thats been my experience with large amounts of boosters ig
Yk that feeling when you form a really comfortable and healing dynamic with someone and then two weeks later they get into a relationship they didnt see coming and kinda have to cut it off...? Yeah fuck that feeling