I only x on here when I'm sad, and I'm sad today. I've had a tough feeling couple of days but I'm still glad that it's only been a couple of days instead of every day like it was before.
I've been extremely depressed since about October and as far as I can remember since 2011 this has been a recurring trend around this time of year and I'm sick of FEELING BAD.
"sometimes I wake up so fucking empty, I wish I'd never been born, but what choice do I have?" - started watching Six Feet Under and hoh boy if it ain't me
man I've been so depressed and anxious the last week and I hate it, I hate feeling like a big fucking ball of nothing that just wants to not exist. I hope I feel better soon..
I'm going back to school in the fall and as usual I'm excited but also not excited for when my life is disrupted by in person group projects with morons.
this middle aged woman apologized to me today for "making an ass out of herself" last night and it was fine.. and this other middle aged woman told me she loved me. tonight was wild and I'm so popular amongst middle aged women apparently.