on holiday and actually having a great time :) tbf i'm walking and swimming a lot plus mostly eating seafood/grilled meat once or twice a day so i'm not too stressed about calories. i'm glad to be able to enjoy this
ive been getting 10k steps everyday but its not enough but also i'm back home for summer and travelling a lot so going to the gym doesn't feel like an option and i hate home workouts with a passion
even when i have good moments and experiences i am always still engulfed in a pool of self hatred. hatred doesn't even cover it i loathe myself and anything i do in life will always be overshadowed by that FUCKKKKKKKK