You think you can do better on how I manage my child? Please do me the honor. Letting them eat when they always refuse, managing toddler tantrums while also easing your grumpy newborn while at the same time tired, no sleep, no time even to eat.
breakdowns don't necessarily mean crying. most of the time, it's you blankly staring somewhere and not having the energy to continue doing whatever it is you're doing.
“Wag kana kasi mag overthink” —
Like I enjoy torturing myself with the thoughts that keeps me up every single night just so tomorrow I’ll wake up drained and tired again. This brain is somehow wired like THIS!!! And I can’t just press an off button to make it go away?!
One of my toxic trait is always refusing help at situations I really need one. It’s not because of such high pride, but because I refuse to be such burden to anyone, only to myself.