Snap out of it twin. That's not heartbreak. Heartbreak is losing someone who loved you correctly.
You lost someone who gave you anxiety, inconsistency, and the bare minimum while you gave them everything.
cutting people off feels different now. it’s not anger, it’s grief. like dang… I really wanted you here, but your actions showed me I’m not safe with you.
I prefer dating someone who's healthy clingy. Constant talking, planning future dates/trips, and asking "When can I see you?" Yeah, I like that very much.