i still remember how painful that night was. how tired my eyes and heart was. i still remember how i almost ran out of breath while i was crying, and how i was trying to stop the noise i could make. i will never forget how difficult it was for me. i will never forget that pain.
I let go of people I wanted to keep around forever. To me, that’s become my biggest strength—if you know me, you’ll know my heart’s big and my love’s unconditional. If I let you go, it was for reasons that don’t need explanation, other than it wasn’t me, it was you.
I always look at my friends like SISTERS. Ion look at nobody around me as competition. We all BAD, we all got MOTION & we all REAL ONES & that’s why I my circle the way it is🩷
grief muted the colors in my personality and totally altered the way i exist in the world. it robbed me of the ability to feel joy in moments that should have absolutely been magical. it taints my interactions and even my ability to complete simple tasks. it’s that devastating.
sometimes it sucks being so alert 🥴 i can feel a vibe, sense a lie, read a tone, connect 2 and 2. you just can't be around me if you aint real right cause what i don't mention i still didn't miss.
This girl on TikTok said one of the highest forms of love is consideration and I say this all the time somebody that does not spare you does not love you & somebody that does not consider how something could hurt you or make you feel does not care about you!
i saw an article that read “healing can be so hard when your inner child wants love, your teenage self wants revenge, and your current self only wants peace.”
man, i really related to that.