As an autistic person, for me, masking has never been about pleasing people. It has been about keeping myself safe from the consequences of displeasing people.
im getting kind of tired of how people on tiktok act on any AF related post. they don't even say anything anymore, they just leave a comment with their team card and leave. not even a "cool art here my profile" π what's up with that?
seeing people upset about beginner artists attacking them on artfight makes me really sad. You were a beginner before, the least you can do is show some love and encourage them to keep going. Gratefulness goes a long way
A lot of my autistic meltdowns happen after Iβve explained myself over and over and still donβt feel understood. Iβm not trying to win. Iβm trying to be understood.
being passively suicidal is funny as fuck like yeah i don't plan on doing anything but the idea of a gun to my head sounds really fucking good right now.
Am i the only one that uses artfight the way toyhouse should be used? Like all my ocs lore is in their descriptions on artfight.. i should prolly move that all to a doc cuz if something happens to the site im fucked lol
sometimes i get so in my head i get scared to text my friends first like Sorry to bother you Sorry for being in your life Sorry i want to talk to u and spend time with you sorry for liking you i guess pls donβt think im annoying and weird and pathetic
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The autistic urge to eat the same food every day until suddenly you find the thought of it unappealing and can no longer eat it.
Then repeat this with a new food.
Then return to the old food when it suddenly seems appealing again.