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🍰 cbmi: ?. ed and cptsd vent ₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ .

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

just really not doing great

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

I think I might actually have depression like the one that can be long term

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

@shinnyaaawn they’re not even scared wtf???

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

skipping breakfast and lunch for some reason way more effective than skipping dinner

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

trying my best not to sleep at work

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

@pinkedcal I’m trying to take pics but ideally I shouldn’t even think about it. ocd recovery is so inconsistent and RAAAAH

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

checking ocd has been hell lately I don’t trust my eyes

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

anyways I’m back!! still at work today but I’m less busy :3

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

I didn’t use the stove in the morning but I also didn’t take a pic and stared at it today and now I’m scared 🫩

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

heey moots I’ll be inactive for a few more days I’m so fucking busy it’s insane 😭 I’m okay tho just don’t have time on twt I don’t even know how much I weight now

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

so far today I ate chocolate granola bar 190 cals and a burger that was mostly tomatoes 400 cals

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

the fact that to find a good therapist you have to spend so much money on it (trying different ones), I’m tired of cheap therapists not helping and not even understanding me !!

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

theres one oomf that just like me fr sometime I’m scared of how relatable they are

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

I wish we could die out like dinosaurs I hate it here !!!!

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

going back to work tomorrow after a month long vacation. I’m also working for 5 days straight 12 hour shifts then one day off and then another 3 days of 12 hours yippee what if i kms

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

@gonecalsxoxo hi Liz!!

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

heyyy I’m back

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

@cptsdxo gm, you too!!

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

working out every day not binging doing literally everything right but i still maintained for over 3 days (and gained 0.2kg today) this is ridiculous I’m so mad actually

[naya ౨ৎ @bambimeals]

I’ll be inactive for a few days, i really need some time off edtwt <3 mwah