Iβm pretty sure I prayed Tahajjud and recited Surah Duha and Surah Ar-Rahman with translation in 15-20 minutes. Time really stops when you return back to Allah after this dunya has broken your heart, body and soul.
The hate I have for myself needs to be studied because youβre telling me I spent 3 hours doomscrolling because I was hungry in the middle of the night and kept gaslighting myself I wasnβt because I had no βenergyβ to get up and get food and also because my mom would get angry????