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My EDiary ♡゙ ˖ ࣪ 💭🎀Ꮺ ! 🫧🦄🩷

[｡ﾟ･barbie @barbiespo]

✿•˖*barbieWRLD‧₊˚✩⭐️🌈🍀🍋

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I want to be the healthiest girl on earth

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I fucking hate dieting why would i do that when i could just not eat

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Kms i have to starve for so long

[mae ❀ @maeniacals]

oh my god

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Cutting off my eating at 6 bro working with childrens makes not snacking almost impossible

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Im very fat

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I don’t really binge and i don’t truthfully “restrict”. Just monitor. Poorly i may add, but i feel too normal and it sucks bc I don’t want to feel guilty for it but this stupid brainworm is still in there

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@profrail SO CUTE

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Eds are so weird because restricting is all about rules for me and my life is highly scheduled and routine rn all while changing the most it ever has so ive been eating normal for months now and only now do i notice all my rules coming back into my thought pattern

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I miss her

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Im back

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Binging is so miserable being full is so miserable

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I need to be skeletal again I feel like an idiot

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Like im going to be using all the pain to my advantage

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Im making it a mission to be pretty again

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Bruh i have been going to the gym every day all week someone needs to just sew my mouth shut

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@eggnogberry Youre so sweet

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Im probably bmi 20 again:/ refuse to weigh rn

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Forcing myself to eat something when im not hungry has unironically made restricting easier