i wish i could start completely over. i love the things i love, but i wish i could have developed distress tolerance skills and grown into confidence and self worth instead of trying to learn it all when it feels too late, when i've already made too many big decisions in life.
i don't know how to handle the emotions of trying to heal from so much trauma while being present for the commitments i have and also just trying to grow up still.
alright this was only meant for trauma humor and memes but im going to explode. people are so, so awful sometimes. i hate talking about being an empath because it feels so....attention seeking? but. it literally HURTS. i already question everything else in the world enough.
hello hi. i tried to deactivate this account to make a new one and it won't let me so i would like to delete all my shit here and start anew anyone help pls