𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐

18yrs | ✟ he/him ✟ | ND

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

Hi Twitter. Thigh gap. Yeah I know right. Bye again for two months.

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

I don't want to be recovered I don't understand why I don't feel guilty for eating >1000 calories a day... Maybe it's for the best my ed makes me a horrible person

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

Think I accidently recovered and now I'm rlly sad.

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

She's the only one for me. She is always on my mind. My love. My everything. Tuna apple diet </3

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

Think I might go on a diet idk 🤔

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

Going for the week long fast wish me luck.

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

Back in the mindset of doing everything right and still plateauing. I'm varying calories per day and exercising and everything I'm supposed to do. I don't know when it will truly sink in that to loose actual weight I need to stop eating completely.

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

@angel_mooned I mean it's a mental illness just like depression or anxiety. Mental illnesses are never there or not there it's often a scale and you can move up and down it. So I would say it is possible and if you feel like that I definitely recommend leaning into it and trying to recover

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

I find it so funny when I disappear from here for weeks. I wonder if people think I'm eating or recovered or smth. Just taking time to starve in silence and isolation lmao

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

Sorry if I say something weird I'm drunk.

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

@221bcals I'm so sorry that sucks you can message me whenever !!

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

I can't remember ever not having an ed

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

If someone can name a genuinely low cal cheese I will unironically send you a video of me singing a personalised song and send you a Sanrio plushie.

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

I think I am twitter's number one food hoarder

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

@babyrexia Omg yes please please I would love to see

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

Those "cybercore" big pants little vest drainer girl "outfit checks" are literally so triggering that I could make a thread of them on here

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

@flowerrycals That's fair tbh I detest exercising so as long as my brain stays working my body can essentially rot

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

@flowerrycals This is almost identical to me wtf

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

Anne Hathaway is my it girl.

[𖤐𝔄𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𖤐 @bathybicals]

I hope the heroin chic 90s body doesn't come back into fashion because then everyone is going to get skinny and I can't have that.