bpd ruins your life bc of a lot of things, but also bc you’re taught that any negative emotion you ever feel is unreasonable even when it is completely justified. So you keep forgiving and forgiving over and over again because you’re not allowed to stand up for yourself
can you please love me the way you did when we first met, can you please make me feel wanted and make me have those butterflies again i miss the way you spoke to me softly and made me feel safe i miss being yours i miss the way we spent time together please i am not made for this