Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs

╰┈➤ ed diary

[Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs @bbangsazspo]

Unpinning when I get under 170 lbs

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[Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs @bbangsazspo]

My new room’s closet door is sliding mirrors so I put my scale in front of it to make myself look at my body while weighing myself.. and anytime I think of eating late at night i see the scale by just sitting up in bed

[Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs @bbangsazspo]

@faux11ennium I searched it up and apparently it’s not all at once but over the span of a few days while your body makes up for the blood u lost

[Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs @bbangsazspo]

About to weigh myself for the first time in idk after acting like I didn’t have an ed almost all of June

[Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs @bbangsazspo]

Picky eaters of edtwt who get sick/bored of a meal fast what do you guys eat 😭😭 im going shopping tomorrow and need a list, if I eat the same meals too many times I’ll grow sick of them and then I run out of stuff to eat that fits my limit 💔💔 #edtwt #shedtwt

[Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs @bbangsazspo]

Was saving the rest of my cals to eat dinner but I forgot to and now it’s 11:48 and too late to eat 💔 well atleast my intake is low

[valerie 🥀 @t1ny_valerie]

fr this time

[ruby @prettiestbuni]

no “just one more” lock tf in

[Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs @bbangsazspo]

You can tell ppl saying this haven’t been to American highschools shdgsh I promise you wasians were apart of the ‘bunch of white folks’

[zainab (hudconville) @kiwi_files]

a bunch of white folks draw a swastika on the Asian kid and he is the problem? And the same one that’s been liking pro Palestine posts hmm yea nothing suspicious here

[Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs @bbangsazspo]

@imNytr0 @navajofelon @xiangbudao94 I’m black in the US and my quality of life is fine lol

[Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs @bbangsazspo]

I restrict easier when I just keep track mentally + the calculator app, the second I start using a cal tracker app all of a sudden I can’t stop myself from eating the whole fridge shdgsh like what is the psychology behind that

[bri ˚✧₊🍉 @mqchinist]

am i the only one that does not use a calorie tracking app anymore

[Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs @bbangsazspo]

I need a replacement for alanis… diet sodas don’t hit the same but alanis make my chest hurt now that im on adderal

[Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs @bbangsazspo]

@kugisakiluvr Literally omgg 90% of tweets shitting on things from TikTok act like they don’t know it’s a 12 year old behind that acc

[Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs @bbangsazspo]

@Dropchicken7 @navajofelon @xiangbudao94 Instead of bringing a disabled child into the world knowing they won’t get the support they need or the patience and time needed for life from the parents, if they know they can’t do that they should terminate. Adoption isn’t even an argument as disabled kids barley get adopted

[Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs @bbangsazspo]

@Dropchicken7 @navajofelon @xiangbudao94 Then you should also know the struggle especially if you aren’t given the resources, we were lucky enough to be able to get the resources my brother needed like a cubby bed, aba therapy, speech + ot therapy, PCA hours. But not everyone is lucky enough for that

[Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs @bbangsazspo]

@Dropchicken7 @navajofelon @xiangbudao94 Giving up on plans, no sleepovers, no vacations, come to terms with the fact that for his whole life he’ll need to be under your care? Im the type of person who can handle this and doesn’t regret or feel angry over anything but it’s okay that there are people who aren’t the same

[Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs @bbangsazspo]

@Dropchicken7 @navajofelon @xiangbudao94 Have you ever had to see your brother come home with scratches knowing he can’t tell you who did it, have you ever spent the day fearing if he managed to escape school? Have you ever had to take over raising your 10 year old brother at 19 bc your mom got sick?

[Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs @bbangsazspo]

Trinity from love island is lowkey thinspo

[Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs @bbangsazspo]

@navajofelon @xiangbudao94 It’s a big commitment, people say kids in general are a big commitment but my sister whose 13, just 2 years older than him lives a fairly independent life and needs minimum supervision, in a year she can get a job in 3 she can drive alone. It isn’t comparable

[Jami ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡ - 70 lbs @bbangsazspo]

@navajofelon @xiangbudao94 He’s non verbal so if anything happens to him he wouldn’t be able to tell us, if he’s sick he can’t explain the symptoms, he’s an extreme elopement risk and almost died multiple times eloping into a nearby pond. I’ve given up so many opportunities for him and don’t regret it but