My disorganized attachment style is the death of me once I like something i tend to push it away 😭 because ain’t no way your gonna hurt me and make me vulnerable hoe.
And YES. I’m not perfect I’ve slipped up and let my hormones get the best of me I’m only human, but I’ve always felt like shit afterwards MOST OF THE TIME. Like the pleasure was so temporary for what I truly want yanno,
Tbh yeah I get lonely sometimes but I genuinely don’t wanna let anyone touch me who dgaf about me. Yall just out here raw dogging everyone and not committing to em. It’s not a lifestyle I want to part take in.