i want to relapse so bad :( it’s been almost a year of me not sh but the urges are so strong idk what to do anymore,,, my bf would be so disappointed in me :(
thinking abt recovery,,,,, i’ve gained weight cus of a healthy relationship and i don’t want my ed to get in the way of that :/ but i also hate how i look rn and idk what to do :(
so i’ve been wearing my waist trainer alot but i’ve noticed that my right hip goes numb when i wear it??? i have no idea why and it’s a bit concerning but i don’t wanna stop wearing it :/