rereading gl fanfics i loved from like 14-16 always makes me question my life like is my personality borrowed from how people characterize camila cabello? and why tf do her love interest character personalities remind me of my crush am i going insane
i need a gf so bad i think i still like my crush who ive been into for a year but lowk i think i also still like this straight girl at my school who i thought i liked around nov/dec i fear im a hopeless romantic
idk like it's not a huge deal but i just feel awkward. maybe it's also cuz of my crush but i feel like i have separate friendships with them. they overlap bc of our social circles but not in the sense that like we're an established friend group? idk what im saying atp
like we haven't spent a lot of time like us three together, and idt they've spent much time tgt either. it's always been me and one friend or me and the other