𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀

30 ♡ a lover girl with a poetic soul & a catastrophically unstable inner monologue 🤪 Autistic + BPD girlie ✿ 𝓱𝓪𝓫𝓼 𝓫𝓫𝔂 💙🤍❤️🏒—🖖🏻 trek is life 💫

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

dumping more photos ✌🏻

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

It’s exhausting tbh lol

[Bella @BellaBaddie__]

My father told my brother that if a woman is “too independent,” she’ll never make a good wife. Then he complained that women are gold diggers for wanting financial security. So women aren’t allowed to depend on men AND aren’t allowed to be independent. Interesting system.

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

I love this man

[seamus casey crew 2 @spelunky_]

remember when the habs whored out arber on all their socials a couple years ago for no reason

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

dt at night >>>>

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

Oops

[Gali @galiofgalilee]

The real danger: Limerence makes you destroy healthy, stable relationships in pursuit of chaotic high-dopamine connections that are completely unsustainable long-term.5/7

[Gali @galiofgalilee]

Your executive function locks onto this person the exact same way it locks onto a new hyperfixation. The thoughts become 24/7, intrusive, and impossible to voluntarily redirect.3/7

[Gali @galiofgalilee]

Limerence is an obsessive, intrusive romantic attachment. Because ADHD brains live in a chronic dopamine deficit, a new crush delivers a massive neurochemical high that completely hijacks your brain's reward center.2/7

[Gali @galiofgalilee]

IF YOU HAVE ADHD, PLEASE LEARN ABOUT LIMERENCE BEFORE IT RUINS YOUR RELATIONSHIPS.
It’s not "finding your soulmate." It is a severe, involuntary dopamine addiction masquerading as romance.1/7

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

I miss him so much. He passed not long after this during Covid & I couldn’t fly down to see him one last time. Ugh. He was my boy all through middle school and hs and college. I hope he’s having fun over the rainbow bridge ❤️❤️❤️ stealing all the socks

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

85% of them are my cats LMAOO

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

I start my new job tn though FINALLYYYYY

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

ran out of coffee and cat food at the same time while already broke asf 😭 so apparently I’ll be living life as an uncaffeinated gremlin because my babies come first and unfortunately they do not understand the concept of financial hardship

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

Sunday night things

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

east coast best coast

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

@Juches94 I do enjoy photography, yes- complete amateur tho 😝 wellll, maybe not complete, I did media foundations & photography courses in college & recreationally dabbled in it for a few years. Haven’t had a dslr in like 4 years tho :(

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

Or noooo omg i want a 50mm film camera sooooooo bad. Perhaps I’ll do that 👀

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

Maybe I’ll treat myself to one for one for my birthday in November again

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

heartbroke, fairytale I can live without.

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

Maybe I’ll treat myself to one for one for my birthday in November again

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

I miss my Nikon so bad :((((

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

I miss my Nikon so bad :((((

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

@Juches94 & where would that be, if I may ask lol

[𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓲 (delulu edition) ⋆｡°✩ 🎀 @bbrilulu]

or don’t even get me started on the bastardized French town Names here LOL
Like “baie verte” we pronounce it “bay vurt” and “bay d’espoir” as “bay despair” and “placentia” as “pluh-sen-sch-uh”