how it feels trying to explain to trtiktok that koko's feelings for akane were just puppy love and her dying so suddenly traumatised him so deeply that he never got to outgrow those feelings or move on in a healthy way
mikey left a video tape specifically for takemichi and he asked takemichi to stay away from him. but I think that’s also an SOS from mikey to takemichi. there’s a deep part of mikey wanted takemichi to ‘find’ him