livingdeadgirl

౨ৎ 19 yrs ౨ৎ TW edtwt ₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩ bmi: 13.3 ⋆˚꩜｡ 5'4 ⋆˙⟡Ana /cw 77.2 lbs//intellectual disability 🫠

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

✿🩰𝓮𝓭𝓽𝔀𝓽 𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓻𝓸🪼 𝜗ৎ
𖤓19 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘰𝘭𝘥, 𝘴𝘩𝘦/𝘩𝘦𝘳
🪽𝘢𝘯𝘢 𝘣/𝘱 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦 2019
⟡ 𝘪 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘱𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘴 + 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘰𝘮 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴
𔘓 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘱𝘳𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺
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[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

@urfavrexie Thank you❤️❤️❤️

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

Get help before they take ur right to choose.

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

@s3g444 I will, i promise just got referrals sent from my therapist for ed recovery programs that do treatment from home! Im calling soon🩷

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

@hollowasmyheart 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

@hollowasmyheart Thank you🩷 im starting to believe it myself now. This whole week ive been doing pretty daym well (not to toot my own horn) yesterday was scary my shrink was obviously worried i think he couldve done things differently. But im home and ready.

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

@Moren2266 @NikoInTheSea Thank you! Take care of urself!🩷🩷🩷 the world needs sweet ppl like you u are so important

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

@Moren2266 @NikoInTheSea You're right thanks for holding me accountable. I should at the very least js delete the app from my phone today. Thank you🩷

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

@Moren2266 @NikoInTheSea Anorexia is already so lonely i dont want to be isolated. If i was refusing and not trying id get it. I already deleted cal apps and Pinterest and tik tok. I opened up to ppl in life I want them to watch me get better not a before and after. I dont want to relapse.

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

@Moren2266 @NikoInTheSea Its ok js one day at a time right? I refuse to let anorexia to win any longer i want a fucking BURGER (once im a bit more stable and able to eat better lol) and i dont want hospital food I want home made soup NOT DRY chicken and i want to eat with my friends and family.

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

@Moren2266 @NikoInTheSea Yes ima review. The whole office has 2.6 stars already :/ I just want to be better and was desperate they had no wait so i called bad idea..

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

@Moren2266 @NikoInTheSea I speak to him via phone... he calls from a blocked number. I can call the office but they also have a bad rep. Idk what to do about it

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

@bunphd Thank you🥹🩷

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

@sleepyspacelily Take care of urself too. 🩷

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

@NikoInTheSea Thank you so much i genuinely havent stopped crying since last night. Im just feeling a little shook. Im trying to eat every two hrs liquid based foods halfs of them to help get my body ready for the dietitian to take over and medically monitor and guide me.

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

@Moren2266 @NikoInTheSea Insane right?!? Like thats fucking scary. I couldve fucking chat gpted that. He literally sent me the whole chat gtp response leaving the "you said" "chat says" whos to say he didnt use it when picking my medication 😳

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

I will say seeing those words on a discharge is SCARY. Pro tip always agree to any treatment but if you dont want to be admitted and truly want help stay calm and advocate for urself. U are not ur illness dont let it win.

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

IM FREE!!! I never been more motivated to be better in my life. That fucking scared me straight, if anyone successfully gained weight w/o tube and inperson and has advice plz comment or dm ik i said i was deleting twt (mb guys i will eventually and youll never hear from me again-

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

And ill be healthy.) im starting with a new dietitian next week im willing to try most things. Im scared from my shrink and have a same day appointment to speak with a counselor today. This shit is no joke and its scary. Be safe guys thanks for ur love and support❤️

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

@NikoInTheSea Send me back. I rlly fucking hope not. I just want to be better. And my mind is healing in therapy and i want to heal my body. I just need help and hospitals and drs scare me i want my friends, family and drs who support my choice. Ik im very uw my body is fighting and im stable.

[livingdeadgirl @bbyparasite]

@NikoInTheSea And I dont want to kms I WANT to be healthy and better. The drs were very good with me and deem that im okay to continue to try out patient care. Im scared it really shook me up Idk what to do about the shrink but i dont want to talk to him ever again idk of he has any rights to