Becky Fernandes

Hopeless romantic college student living a double life between California and Portugal; Passionate about music, fashion, arts, photography & dancing. 💕

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

September will be MY month, - I’m putting MYSELF *selfishly* first for a change. It’ll be a time to purge, reset, and build up on being a “work in process”, - and hopefully celebrate my birthday by the end of the month with my loved ones. 🔄🥳🎊🎉🥂✨

#LibraSeasonComingSoon ⚖️♎️

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

@pocamoantas I freaking love you 😂🫶🏼💗

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

I started my day with what was probably the worst date ever (or not a date, just a "friend hangout", - but still a lot of trauma dumping on me) & it ended w/ me crying with yet another rom-com movie with a happy ending... When will I ever learn? It's just never happening for me.

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

15 years of continuously disaster dating... And yet I still can't find "The One." 💔❤️‍🩹

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

@itssophzz Sim! 🤣😅 eu já nem uso rosa praticamente há anos mas tinha comprado uns leggings active cor de rosa e finalmente usei no dia ahaha

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

@itssophzz Eu vou ver a Barbie amanhã 🤪

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

@tiagomscampos Well there’s just been soooo much that changed in SF with the pandemic plus the crime and homelessness so I get part of it.. I used to work at the Old Navy Flagship store last year out there and they closed down beginning of July after 30 years at that location 😕

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

Not the biggest fan of Musk, but I can definitely appreciate this 👏🏼

[Elon Musk @elonmusk]

Many have offered rich incentives for X (fka Twitter) to move its HQ out of San Francisco.

Moreover, the city is in a doom spiral with one company after another left or leaving.

Therefore, they expect X will move too.

We will not.

You only know who your real friends are when the chips are down.

San Francisco, beautiful San Francisco, though others forsake you, we will always be your friend.

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

I was today years old when I found out that “Barbie” and “Ken” were nicknames and short for “Barbara” and “Kenneth” 😳 took me 27 years but here we are 🤣😅

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

I just really, really miss them both so much… ❤️‍🩹🤍

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

It had suddenly dawned on me that I’ve lost both my grandfathers in a span of 20 years apart, & that I’ll never have another moment with either one of them. I’ll never have the opportunity to bond with them, or know if they would’ve been proud of the person that I’ve become (2/2)

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

Grief, - like healing and growth, - isn’t linear and it doesn’t always get better with time. One minute I’m watching tv and I see a grandfather/granddaughter moment, and the next I burst out crying and I cannot stop because of how it triggered me… (…) (1/2)

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

I’ve cried myself to sleep last night, yet again.. I don’t think anything has ever weighed on me so heavily, - emotionally, - than living life at the age of 27.
Somehow it hits you differently… 💭

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

“Believe me when I say she’s trying her best to keep her head above water; despite all of the physical pain that gets in the way of her moving and living her daily life… despite of her broken mind, spirit, and all of those tears that keep her up at night.” 💔❤️‍🩹💭

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

YOU feel like a whole different lifetime... and truthfully, I can't even tell if I'm sad about it or relieved. 💭

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

I honestly don't even know how I feel about it... Or how I feel about what I had just read in that email, - other than just running through my head all that happened about 14-15 years ago all the way through the end of it. Damn... That feels like a whole lifetime ago. 💭

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

I was just about to turn off my laptop, when I noticed that my old Hotmail inbox was up on my screen for whatever reason, and I came across an old email You've sent me a long time ago... Gosh, I genuinely haven't wondered about You like that in YEARS.💭

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

I’ve just had a full-on meltdown and I’ve been crying since after closing my store for my 30 minutes break and being the only one here for the past 6 hours.. on a SATURDAY. Ask me how’s my mental health is doing. 🙃💀

[The Gay Friend @TheGayFriend2]

@gbennylola Twitter just keeps sending me random internet drama where I know exactly nothing about anyone

[Becky Fernandes @bckyfern]

Feeling unmoored and completely out of place… But I’ll be okay, and I’ll move on. I just have to mourn and be sad about what it could’ve been first. ❤️‍🩹💭